I asked self:
Why don’t you want to be perceived, to be witnessed?

self said:
To be perceived is to be judged

I asked self:
What are the consequences of judgement?

self said:
Judgement fuels condemnation, Judgement gives permission to deem me unworthy.

I asked self:
What happens if you are deemed unworthy?

self answered:
It means I am excluded from the love my soft human body needs to be and stay alive.

Self replied:
What if you are already loved?